Beautiful lady wants to be fucked

Having a boyfriend and yet no passion or romance. I don't think that's possible, and yet I'm in this situation. Soon, I'll forget what it's like to be a woman and use my charms. I hope to rediscover that here.

I've decided I won't wait for sex anymore. My boyfriend seems to prioritize his work. For him, work really comes before the girl. He forgets that I'm a young woman with a healthy sex drive, and that need is definitely not being met. But I'm not waiting any longer; I'm going to find it myself. For someone who prioritizes the girl.

Scarred by life, gone through hell, I want to move forward with someone who wants the same. I don't want to be stuck in the past, stuck in sadness. I want to move forward, toward the light. Preferably with a nice guy by my side who wants to be there for me.

I don't know why, but most men just walk past me. I'm very shy and look away easily, but why don't they even approach me? I'll leave it up to you, but just know that you'll get what you pay for.