Expat girl wants a man

I'm currently in a platonic relationship, don't want to pay attention to it anymore, and am looking for a man here who appreciates me and who I enjoy being with. I crave attention again and evenings and nights of passion.

I'm in a happy marriage, but I do occasionally want to try something different. A massage, for example. Who knows what else might come of it?

I'm a fun and sociable woman looking for a fun and sociable man. Let's go out for dinner or a drink together, and we'll see what happens.

I can get so carried away watching a romantic movie; I just get butterflies in my stomach again, but I notice I don't feel those butterflies anymore with my current boyfriend. You'd think you should break up with me, but that's easier said than done. Maybe I'm afraid of being alone, who knows?