Expat student wants a one night stand

I'm looking for a sex buddy, not for the civil positions, but really for the excitement. I already have civil sex at home, and I'm actually tired of it.

From the moment I could talk, I've told him exactly what I wanted and didn't want, and everyone's used to that. But why don't I do the same with my boyfriend? Somehow, I can't seem to get him to understand what I really want!

I don't really know how to begin. My husband is a real pushover and puts me down; I can't stand it anymore! Who will give me back my self-esteem?

A true flirt, that's what I am through and through, but it doesn't go any further than that. Even though I get tired of rubbing my own clit, I've never dared to take the next step and just boldly approach a man and ask if he'd like to share the sheets with me. Now that I've registered here, I don't dare to take that step either, so are you bold enough to make the first move?