Non dutch woman wants a fling

How should I put it? Just my thoughts. I'm in the mood to be naughty, but my boyfriend hasn't really been up for anything extra naughty lately. So now I'm looking for someone who is and who also wants to have a good time with me.

Shhh, don't tell anyone, because I'm being very secretive here. My husband absolutely can't know this because we have too much property, and I want to keep it that way. I probably shouldn't tell the reason why I'm here, because I suspect it's already pretty obvious. I'm looking for sex, nothing more, nothing less.

I think my boyfriend has realized he's into men. It might sound strange, but I've had this feeling for a while now. He hasn't talked to me about it (yet), but he's giving me clear signals. I won't dwell on it; it's just between us, but I'm missing a lot. I can say a lot, though.

In my current relationship, I'm feeling a huge lack of love. I barely see my boyfriend and eagerly await the men who will respond to me. I hope there's someone who can meet my needs.