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Due to a serious brain hemorrhage, my husband is no longer able to have sex. He's in a wheelchair, and I've become his caregiver. Sex is out of the question. To occasionally distract myself, I'm looking for a sex date. This could be multiple times. It would do me good to be able to let my thoughts wander with a nice sex date every now and then.

My friends laughed at me when I took a pole dancing class. "What's someone your age supposed to do with that?" they asked. I thought, just you wait, I'll show you what's going on. Now I've become a super good erotic pole dancer and I even give lessons. And I want to perform my erotic pole dancing act as foreplay for you.

Personally, I'm not a woman to be alone, and I don't just mean alone. I have a large circle of friends and I do a lot of fun things with them. I miss having a man in my life, because when I'm alone, I miss a hug and an arm around me.

Short and sweet: I'm bisexual, in a relationship with a woman. But I need some masculinity in my life.