Lonely milf wants to fuck

When I was on holiday in my native Australia last month, I met a really nice man. We spent a lot of time together and it was really great. We're not in a relationship, but I did say I'd love to see him again, and the feeling was mutual. I don't know when that will happen, because a trip like this costs a lot of money. But yeah, I'm here alone, and that's tough. I have to do everything myself, and there's nothing to do in bed either. Is there a nice man who's open to a relationship with me, but not a real relationship? Not living together and not falling in love, but doing fun and enjoyable things together?

I'm married, but this remains between us. We live practically next door to each other, and I could certainly use a little friendship. My husband isn't interested in us even starting a conversation, let alone going out together.

A little fun in life is nice, and I hope to experience more of it when I find a nice man who's a bit mischievous and enjoys going out. I don't expect anything more from my boyfriend; I've had my fill of that.

I've never asked a specialist, but I think I have a disability. I love squeezing and tapping men's balls, making them writhe in pain.