Expatriate milf wants to have sex

I think my boyfriend has realized he's into men. It might sound strange, but I've had this feeling for a while now. He hasn't talked to me about it (yet), but he's giving me clear signals. I won't dwell on it; it's just between us, but I'm missing a lot. I can say a lot, though.

My girlfriend recently told me she had a lover. She had been looking on this site because she wasn't satisfied with her sex life. I said, "You can't do that to your husband, can you?" But it did get me thinking. I'm in a relationship too, but when it comes to sex, it's not much. It's always the same, and only very occasionally. I've thought about it a lot and have come to the conclusion that I would also like a lover. Someone who doesn't always want the same thing and wants to teach me things I haven't experienced yet.

I'm a perfectly normal woman who also has my feminine charms. Even when I'm out with my boyfriend, I sometimes enjoy flirting with a man from a distance. Why not try it up close?

I hope I find what I've been looking for so long here. Not just a listening ear, but also someone I can do lots of fun things with. We'll see what happens. I'm open to anything and love to be surprised.