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In my culture, it's normal to marry young to a man your parents have chosen for you. You understand, of course, that wouldn't be my choice at all, and that I don't find my husband attractive at all. He's old and a real nag, and I simply can't do anything wrong with him. Luckily, we live in 2017 and the internet exists! So, time to sneak a peek around the corner, and here I am, open to new contacts. Are they here?

I think I'm finally starting to find peace. I admit it, I've lived a rough life. I've done a lot of things others shouldn't even think about. I don't regret anything, but I do want to take it easier now. And for that, I need a calm man. With whom I can find peace and feel safe. With whom I don't have to do anything crazy. Just grow older slowly. Nice, right?

I don't really know how to begin. My husband is a real pushover and puts me down; I can't stand it anymore! Who will give me back my self-esteem?

Who will give me an exuberant, passionate time? I'm a bit fuller, but the more you have, the merrier?