Expatriate milf wants sex

I've been struggling since I've been single again, especially in love. Pampering myself every night is getting boring, and I'd love to be pampered by a big, energetic cock.

I'm a sweet, tender, yet vulnerable woman. My boyfriend has regularly taken advantage of me, and I'm having a really hard time with it. I hope there's a nice, respectful man here whom I can hang out with regularly.

A big dream: traveling the world. Who's coming with me?

I don't have much experience with boyfriends, but I do know that some are jerks. Especially the boys (yes, boys, because they're not men yet) my age think they're something special. Well, they're nothing and they know nothing. They especially don't know how to handle women. Are there any (older) men here who do know how?