Beautiful girl wants a fling

Marriage means nothing anymore until I can enjoy it anymore, I'm going to look for a different lifestyle!

Small is beautiful, as the saying goes, right? I'm an independent girl who has her life pretty much in order. I've been living alone for a while now, but sometimes I feel a bit empty when I get home. Now I'm looking for a man for a pleasant encounter, not just a one-time thing, and something beautiful could definitely blossom from it.

I can get so carried away watching a romantic movie; I just get butterflies in my stomach again, but I notice I don't feel those butterflies anymore with my current boyfriend. You'd think you should break up with me, but that's easier said than done. Maybe I'm afraid of being alone, who knows?

The ideal man, does he still exist? A man who brings me breakfast in bed, kisses me, cuddles me, treats me with love? I can't find him anyway. Maybe through here?