Lonely girl wants a fling

Just seeing if I can find someone here who knows what a woman likes, or rather, when a man knows how to surprise a woman. Any time of day, I'm a young woman who simply loves to be pampered.

I can get so carried away watching a romantic movie; I just get butterflies in my stomach again, but I notice I don't feel those butterflies anymore with my current boyfriend. You'd think you should break up with me, but that's easier said than done. Maybe I'm afraid of being alone, who knows?

There's a solution for everything. I hope to find the man of my dreams here who can pamper me, make me incredibly wet, and make me tremble with pleasure.

I don't really know how to begin. My husband is a real pushover and puts me down; I can't stand it anymore! Who will give me back my self-esteem?